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Post by javajake on Sept 17, 2020 9:14:13 GMT -7
Well my flesh is wanting to scratch that itch. I have been lingering and not passing by sexy parts in movies. Women in public still is a problem also. Then being tempted to test if my libido was broke or not I started hunting for a possible device I had not given to the Lord. Thinking I found one I started charging it (an old phone). When it finally charged I just couldn't do it. A little while back I did give into "m" having lustful fantasy thoughts but it was very unfulfilling. It is getting better but there are always tests. My biggest battles is giving up the media box and the public.
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Post by savedbygrace on Sept 17, 2020 10:22:57 GMT -7
Thankful you found the strength to resist that. Praying for you, my brother.
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Post by javajake on Sept 26, 2020 7:47:11 GMT -7
Had trouble on the media box. Really wanted to look up the bad stuff. Terrible lustful fantasies. NEED TO GET RID OF THE MEDIA BOX!!!
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Post by savedbygrace on Sept 26, 2020 15:06:49 GMT -7
Thanks to God that He helped you stay strong!!!! I pray that God will help you do what is right about the box. Be strong! Have a blessed Sunday!
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2020 17:48:36 GMT -7
Had trouble on the media box. Really wanted to look up the bad stuff. Terrible lustful fantasies. NEED TO GET RID OF THE MEDIA BOX!!! There are a lot of plans to read on the Bible app YouVersion. Search for plans called “lust” and you will see |
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Post by javajake on Sept 29, 2020 9:47:26 GMT -7
I will Dominic thanks. There was a scene in a movie that had bikinis and some brief nudity. Didn't move on but watched. Strange thing is it didn't bring any sexual excitement. I wanted it too. I feel broke. Still wrong and reckless on my part. Yes..the media box. Thanks SBG.
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Post by javajake on Oct 2, 2020 16:37:55 GMT -7
I am in a bad spot and mindset. Being pulled to the dark side. Started looking at porn links. Have not dove in yet and by God's grace I won't. But really, really, really want to.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2020 19:53:23 GMT -7
get offline and call a Pastor or close Christian brother. I can send you my number in a personal email if you want.
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Post by javajake on Oct 3, 2020 7:20:01 GMT -7
Thanks Dominic. Just seen your post. Unfortunately last night I fell.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2020 16:27:48 GMT -7
Jesus forgave the women caught in the act of adultery and didn’t condemn her, yet told her to go and sin no more.
I understand this weakness too because “falls” happen in difference degrees. For you it is as porn and masterbation for me it’s a look at at women’s face or sound of her voice. I’m not any better because adultery is still adultery.
Please pray for me and I’ll pray for you
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Post by javajake on Oct 4, 2020 7:16:20 GMT -7
Will do Doninic. Thanks for the encouragement. I confess everything to the Lord and and thank Him for His promise in 1John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
I feel terrible for breaking my covenant with the Lord over those 2 devices I offended on. I rest in His forgiveness and promise and seek to move forward.
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Post by savedbygrace on Oct 6, 2020 7:18:30 GMT -7
Praying for God to encourage you and give you wisdom as you seek the way of escape.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 10, 2020 6:21:01 GMT -7
Will do Doninic. Thanks for the encouragement. I confess everything to the Lord and and thank Him for His promise in 1John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." I feel terrible for breaking my covenant with the Lord over those 2 devices I offended on. I rest in His forgiveness and promise and seek to move forward. Amen Jake. Keep following Jesus. He will get us through this. Has has helped those who were before us and is helping us now. He will also help those who follow after us too. |
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Post by javajake on Oct 10, 2020 9:29:22 GMT -7
Beer. Porn and "M" last night. Blahhh. Addictive nature to the core.
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Post by savedbygrace on Oct 12, 2020 4:32:06 GMT -7
I hope and pray that you found encouragement through your church fellowship.
Dear Lord, please strengthen my brother and help him have a good week as he walks with You!
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