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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Dec 27, 2021 18:08:21 GMT -7
Hi Folks, Reporting in. Haven’t had any problems with sexual sin in a month! Praise God! good job brother.
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Post by iamfree on Dec 30, 2021 17:48:17 GMT -7
Well, I am getting over being angry with myself. I fell today. However, I refuse to walk in condemnation. I will not give up! I am more than determined to be rid of this. With the help of the Lord and all of you on this forum, I am an overcomer. Continue to pray for me.
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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Dec 31, 2021 0:28:36 GMT -7
Dear Heavenly Father, please help my brother back up and please restore fellowship with him and You Lord. Please help and show him in what areas he needs to adjust and what changes he needs to do. Lord, please have mercy because of Your names sake. Please let him know that You still love him and and are not done with him. Please bind and rebuke the demons of lust, fear, anxiety and depression. Please do not let Satan come to use Your Words against this brother, because Your Word is truth and You said all who come to you will not be cast out. Please help us who are struggling today. Please help us and change our minds to think of people in pure ways to think of ways to gratify our sinful natures. In Jesus' name. Amen.
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Post by iamfree on Jan 10, 2022 18:29:37 GMT -7
Not a good today. Started when I was watching TV last night. It was a documentary. But it had provocative content which I immediately turned the channel. Unfortunately, I lingered just a little too long. As a result, I caved into it. Please continue to pray for me. I know I sound like a broken record. I come here not only to confess and be accountable, but also for prayer. I appreciate all of you. I am not giving up!
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Post by iamfree on Jan 10, 2022 18:32:37 GMT -7
One more thing. Something about coming here and confessing is so liberating. Thank God for this forum.
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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Jan 11, 2022 2:29:29 GMT -7
Thank you for opening and sharing your honestly. Yes, let's pray. Heavenly Father, please help my brother, who is tempted like we all are and falling down, please help him back up. Please help him to run like Joseph, and wait, Lord, please bless him and if there is any spirit of lust, we cast it out in the name of Jesus. Lord, please rain down Your mercies and grace upon this brother. Please help him grow closer to You. We are not able to be pure unless we are in You. Please put us back in the vine and graft us in and heal us. Please help the brothers and sister on this forum. We ask in Jesus' name. Amen. I have a issue with watching too much youtube as well. I well in February last year from watching horror documentary, and led to the same exact thing. I can't believe it. Well, let's start again. Remember, prayer is our first line of defense, rebuke the demons of lust in Jesus' name. If you get bored, try to do another healthy activity. I'm trying to do the same. We are in the fight together with you brother.
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Post by KevinesKay on Jan 11, 2022 9:50:58 GMT -7
One more thing. Something about coming here and confessing is so liberating. Thank God for this forum. Come and post here everyday on how each day is going and what lessons God is teaching you. It not only helps you, but others.
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Post by KevinesKay on Jan 11, 2022 9:54:18 GMT -7
Not a good today. Started when I was watching TV last night. It was a documentary. But it had provocative content which I immediately turned the channel. Unfortunately, I lingered just a little too long. As a result, I caved into it. Please continue to pray for me. I know I sound like a broken record. I come here not only to confess and be accountable, but also for prayer. I appreciate all of you. I am not giving up! I don't like relapses, but they are God's opportunies for myself to look deeper within myself to see what needs fixing. I've relapsed countless times. But today, I'm in a better place than ever. I'm glad you're choosing to get back in that saddle. Never give up, EVER!
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Post by iamfree on Jan 13, 2022 4:40:10 GMT -7
Had a bad day yesterday. I binged. Yes, I will post everyday. Especially if I get tempted. I am not giving up, even though at times like this, I do. By the grace of God, I will and have overcome . Thank you.
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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Jan 13, 2022 5:12:03 GMT -7
Just confess, and forsake your sins, as best as you can, pray to God. With God's help, you can to the impossible. Praying.
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Post by KevinesKay on Jan 13, 2022 8:34:10 GMT -7
Had a bad day yesterday. I binged. Yes, I will post everyday. Especially if I get tempted. I am not giving up, even though at times like this, I do. By the grace of God, I will and have overcome . Thank you. I've been there hundreds of times; maybe even over 1000. Relapse is not fun. But you're choosing to just get back in that saddle and try again. Never giving up! That's good. Keep seeking God's wisdom for solutions on what can be done differently to achieve better results. And I do believe that you'll get through this. I'm glad you're sticking around.
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Post by iamfree on Jan 14, 2022 20:37:14 GMT -7
I forgot to post since the last post. Yesterday and today were good days. Just thanking God for His mercy and strength. I will never take for granted the Mercy of God. Without His mercy, who can stand before Him. I praise God for His mercy!
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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Jan 14, 2022 20:46:50 GMT -7
Yes, God is good. I'm learning that more and more. God's love is infinity x infinity more better than my wife's love or the cheap fake foolish lust I was addicted to. No way, give me Jesus and that is enough for me. If my wife will have me, I'm happy but she is not my idol anymore. (meaning, I'm not going to cry and wimper because she is resisting my affections). She needs healing from my damage and I need to forgive her whatever, and not make her an idol. This is what I'm learning right now. Keep going for Jesus.
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Post by iamfree on Jan 23, 2022 12:34:01 GMT -7
Hello Everyone, Checking in since last post. Didn’t mean to go this long without posting. Since my last post, came down with COVID. It felt like having a cold. Thank the Lord that I am fine now. Will post daily for accountability purposes and maybe it will help someone reading my post. Taking this one day at a time. I thank God for Blazing Grace. This site helps me to be accountable and not live in isolation. Isolation is poison to getting free. I know that from experience. Also, want to help others. My prayer is that those who come here for help will receive it. In Jesus Name, Amen!
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Post by savedbygrace on Jan 23, 2022 15:26:21 GMT -7
Amen, isolation is a poison for us. We are here to encourage one another!
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