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Post by Deleted on Jan 5, 2007 15:20:55 GMT -7
hello all,
I am 26 and have struggled with p and m for a long time. I have been free the last two nights and tonight man the urge is strong. I just fall into these trances so often where I hear these voices saying "this is ok, its just entertainment" "its light" or "youre watching girls make out with girls and they enjoy it, youre not exploiting anyone and youre not having sex with them in any way, youre watching them have sex stuff with each other." I bind it in the name of Jesus and it still comes back. ANd it comes back hard, in like these like trances that I get into where i feel like I just gotta have it and know whats new on these websites that i visit. They update every 3-4 days. I am a sick man I know. I have fought the devil tooth and nail all day. Tonight I have been alone and spent a lot of it in family bookstore reading, but all day its been a fight, will this ever get easier?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 5, 2007 23:49:27 GMT -7
Welcome! I'm glad that you found this site, and pray that it will help in your battle with the enemy.
Praying for you...
TruthSeeker
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Post by Deleted on Jan 9, 2007 12:50:13 GMT -7
First, I'm a sex addict - and been where you are -- hundreds of times... That said, I'll let you know - no, it won't get any easier, at least not the way you're approaching it. I'd recommend that you read the stuff on this site, that tells the steps you need to take (accountability, full disclosure, counseling, staying in the Word, prayer, trust in Christ). For me, the things that got me started were 1) full disclosure to my wife (or, if you're not married, to a trusted friend / accountability partner / pastor (and, to God)); and 2) professional counseling from a Christian counselor with a *proven* track record in sex addiction counseling, in order to help me deal with the emotional issues that were keeping me trapped in this habit. Then, it starts getting easier, slowly, but it does get easier; and, success *is* in reach, albeit through the depths of hell to get there... I'm saying a prayer for you, and hoping you can take the steps you need to in order to start rising out of the ashes... God is on your side... There is hope, and a happy life ahead of you...
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