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Post by Dominic on Apr 27, 2022 1:52:40 GMT -7
Hello guys, how are you doing?
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Post by savagetribe on Apr 28, 2022 4:53:00 GMT -7
1 year 5 months sober. God has truly blessed me with complete healing. However, relationship challenges still occur (past history, sometimes openness frightens partner, communication is different than before which is like learning how to talk again).
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Post by Dominic on Apr 29, 2022 18:35:54 GMT -7
It's good to hear from you brother. 1 year and 5 months is awesome. I hope you stay strong in Jesus brother. I'm about 4 months since December 20, 2021. It was not porn but some emotional lust addiction that I consider still a relapse. It's still adultery in God's eyes, in that sense, I used that date as my sobriety date. Then three months before that was a porn and masturbation fall, 1 month before that was a masturbation not porn fall, I had a very bad year. This year is not much different. Temptations are all around, but when I am able to pass through it, and not feel aroused, like when driving and doing my work, I feel God was there with me, making me stronger and giving me good desires again. It's hard to admit our past. but if I don't, and hid in my secret shame, I'll never be in the light, and people will not really know me, and yes, that means, they can't rebuke me, but I also live in hiding, misery, and say "i'm fine" and "not really fine." I'm not fine, ever really. but I understand that I can't talk to everyone too. Thank you for sharing your update.
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