Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2019 22:17:22 GMT -7
Hi ya'll,
As some of you may know I am on the latter part of day 18 of quitting my porn and masturbation addiction. And about 4 or 5 days into the amazing world of withdrawals.
Meaning the last 4 or 5 days I have had the shakes, uncontrollable mood swings, migraines, about 5 hours of sleep total, and violent sickness. Fun stuff, I know.
Well my violent mood swings turned into panic which then turned into the feeling of hopelessness. Something I haven't felt in years and I guess it just scared me and that is why I am here.
See a couple years ago I was in an abusive relationship. One I really had a hard time leaving. I became very depressed and felt everything was hopeless. I hate feeling this way.
It is never hopeless but I can't change that feeling. I know it seems premature to ask for prayers because it really hasn't been that long to go through the withdrawals.
But I guess I am just asking for prayers for me to get through this. Also prayers to help me develop my relationship further with God and to continue reading the Bible and spending time with Him, something I am struggling with since the withdrawals started.
As some of you may know I am on the latter part of day 18 of quitting my porn and masturbation addiction. And about 4 or 5 days into the amazing world of withdrawals.
Meaning the last 4 or 5 days I have had the shakes, uncontrollable mood swings, migraines, about 5 hours of sleep total, and violent sickness. Fun stuff, I know.
Well my violent mood swings turned into panic which then turned into the feeling of hopelessness. Something I haven't felt in years and I guess it just scared me and that is why I am here.
See a couple years ago I was in an abusive relationship. One I really had a hard time leaving. I became very depressed and felt everything was hopeless. I hate feeling this way.
It is never hopeless but I can't change that feeling. I know it seems premature to ask for prayers because it really hasn't been that long to go through the withdrawals.
But I guess I am just asking for prayers for me to get through this. Also prayers to help me develop my relationship further with God and to continue reading the Bible and spending time with Him, something I am struggling with since the withdrawals started.