Post by Deleted on May 27, 2006 18:47:32 GMT -7
Ok, here I am posting for the first time and now my heart is pounding as if I'm standing up in front of a huge croud. I've been reading many posts here and have read almost all of the articles on this web site which I'm sure God led me to on Tues this week. It was time for me over a week ago to do something about my sexual addiction. Pornography and masterbation twice a day for 2 days in a row was the sign that enough was enough and that my relationship to God as well as my wife were way more important to me. As a father of 5, I desire to be the examble that I should be and promote purity. It's been 9 days since I have acted out although I have been Intimate with my wife since (not sure how this fits into the equation my recovery period). I realize that lustful desires are at the root of this sin and intend to deal with it by spending time improving my relationship with my Lord. Prayer and reading his word are going to be a good start. At some point, I may feel capable of telling my wife about this...is this necessary because I'm not ready now? Outside of my relationship with God, I want to have a marraige free of this devisive sin and improve my relationship with my wife spiritually and physically. My eyes, thoughts and actions are for my wife only. I'm so glad I found this forum, I've been coming here multiple times a day since I found the site.
God bless you all. I will be continuing to pray for this forum and everyone who's here.
God bless you all. I will be continuing to pray for this forum and everyone who's here.