KevinesKay
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Occupation: Balloon Artist
Interests: weight lifting, singing, playing the guitar
Days of Integrity: 1 year
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Post by KevinesKay on Jun 14, 2017 14:53:14 GMT -7
Chapter 5
1. Yes, porn is a huge counterfeit.
2. Love, achievement, confidence, stress relief, companionship, healthy sexuality
3. Anger comes up easily. Anger at the world. Anger at kids that bullied me when I was growing up. Boredom, loneliness, stress, tired.
4. Wow. This is so spot on with my desire to have physical sex. Being the only important thing in my life, sexual acting out and porn was my God. Without it, life was not worth living.
5. Lost a marriage. Failed classes at school Led to underperforming at work and losing job. Spent tons of money. Lost Time acting out with porn. Got arrested and had to pay hefty fines. Contracted herpes.
6. I have a lot of hope. ☺
7. Without Jesus, I'm destined to stay in pornography.
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Post by rical on Jul 7, 2017 17:20:58 GMT -7
chap 6 1) Guilt is about my actions, shame is about how I identify myself 2) No, I often don't feel I have anything to offer 3) being busy but getting nothing done 4) Yes, It causes me to always be seeking the approval of others 5) I would stop worrying about what others think of me 6) Bad/unworthy, I've never quite fit in. I started drinking and doing drugs just to have something in common with people. I don't know if i learned it anywhere. In the 4th or 5th grade I just started to isolate myself from others. 7) inviting 8) Others may not want you but I do. Lets spend time together. Don't know, I've been burned many times. maybe
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Post by rical on Jul 7, 2017 17:37:16 GMT -7
Chap 7 1) Yes, I can only be aware of what I want to be aware of 2) Yes 3) Loose tops, tight pants, yoga pants, shorts skirts, skirts with no slip 4) Recently I was at a gas station and a lady with a very short skirt was putting air in her tires. Instead of bending at the knees she was bending at the waist. I tried to position myself to get a better look but the lord interceded and would not let me see anything. It took several days to get past morning what i wanted to but was not allowed to see. 5) I can identify with the surrendering my heart but not finger trap. 6) pervert, weirdo, you'll never have victory 7) Being more attentive, kissing up 8) being engaged with my family
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Post by rical on Aug 26, 2017 12:37:39 GMT -7
Chap 8:1-6 i don't think i've ever used freedom as an excuse. 2. To be set free from bordom 3. I find more enjoyment in this world than Gods 4. Having my sins forgiven and not going to Hell 5. Yes, not only has Jesus made it possible for eternal life, but he also will stand between me and my sin 6. Yes, I'm trusting Him today and although I'm on shaky ground I like where I,m at
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