Missing my sisters

I just wanted to add something. Through all the garbage that I have been through in my life, I have always been able to hang on to my belief that God will go before us and take care of anything that can cause us pain and harm; I also have always believed that he has a wonderful sense of humor.

I discovered my husband's porn addiction one year ago in February, the night before Valentine's Day was the night I confronted him. I need not tell anyone what the month of February was like after the discovery last year or the dread of facing the anniversary of it this year.

About mid January I told my girlfriend that I thought I would just stay in bed with the curtains pulled until February passed this year. God must have heard me as he put a bug in the ear of my boss, who sent me to a field office two hours away from my home office that was in total disarray and has to pass a state audit, with the instructions to get them ready. I have been so overwhelmed and so tired that I have not had a second to dwell on the pain associated with this month. All I can think of is preparing this office for their state audit. If I am not driving or working I am sleeping ... Not much time to dwell.

Perfect example of something I was worried about in January when there was no need for worry ... God already had it worked out. He could have made the work a little easier :-) Oh, how he loves me!

Blessings - Grace