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Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2016 15:33:55 GMT -7
I terribly failed an exam in med school that warranted I repeat the class. During that period, I battled with depression, and that was when pornography and masturbation crept in. That was in 2007. Since then, it's been a struggle I've been going through. Some days, one or two weeks of freedom, and the cycle repeats. My relationship with God and people are not at their best. Condemning thoughts keep ringing in my head.
As the new month sets in, I'd like to commence on this journey to freedom, afresh. I don't even want to think of what will happen if I fail this time around; crazy thoughts going through my head. I just want to live for God and be free from every encumbrances.
It feels good being here. I need your prayers and support during this period.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2016 18:41:11 GMT -7
Hi Izuh. Welcome here it is good to have you here. We will be praying for you for sure. Can you tell us what steps you have taken to get freedom from this addiction. Therapy? Filters? Accountability? Remember to hold onto what the Bible promises and who we are in Christ. Renounce every lie that Satan is whispering.
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Post by KevinesKay on Oct 31, 2016 19:35:38 GMT -7
Welcome Izuh.
And thank you for sharing. Hang in there and don't give up. God truly loves you. Despite all of our failures and weaknesses, He really does love you. You are not alone. Millions of men, including myself, have wasted much of our lives with s*xual sin. And these destructive choices have consequences, whether we recognize them or not. But it's never too late to turn around. And trust me; there is a lot of reward in choosing to present our bodies as living sacrifices to God. May you find that joy, brother. We love you.
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Post by Ɖσмιиιc on Jan 10, 2022 4:00:34 GMT -7
Hello @izuh It's been some time. How is your medical school doing? Did you graduate? how is your depression? I understand a little about depression. I have had it for a while and take medication for it and my anxiety too. It would be great if you could share any updates or progress or anything You feel the Lord speaking to you. God bless you.
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