Husband needs prayer

mkd ... I will hold you close to my heart in prayer today, as well as your husband. I understand the feeling of not being able to cope. When I discovered in February that my husband had a porn addiction, running out of dish soap would send me into an anxiety attack. Those were all new emotions for me. It is hard ... very hard! It is when it is the hardest that I have to lean in to Jesus even more. I now know how strong of a man he truly is as he has heard things come out of my mouth that I have never thought let alone said, I have yelled, cursed, cried, thrown fits, some at 3 am, and he still loves me and he is still always there! Get that!! He has never left my side :-) Hold on to him so tight. Tell him your heart. Tell it as it is. You cannot shock him, he knows it all anyway. He will not leave you alone in this storm. I will keep you in my prayers. Already have you written on a hot pink post-it note and stuck to my computer to remind me as I work today! Just know, you will get through this ... your heart will beat again ... it may not be easy and it may not be painless BUT you are going to walk right through it and until you do, Jesus will carry you. Holding you so close today in prayer you may feel a little short of breathe at times :-)