AMorgan

I actually did sit in a police cruiser and faced charges...along with 5 other guys. That was back in July 2004, and I remember like it was yesterday. Using pr*stit*tes is a very high-inducing and destructive, degenerative behavior for me. Once I start, I keep right on going. Spent a lot of money too.

I can honestly say though that my life is much better without the pr*stit*tes, and the P, and the MB. And if I can only imagine how great things would have been if I never did those things to begin with.

And no, I'm not getting that high that s*xual acting out brings. But to see that I finally have friends, a loving wife, kids that adore me, my music on my guitar, my relationship with God, my self-esteem. These are things I didn't have for most of my life. And it's simply not worth it now to sacrifice them to feel good. But that took a lot of hard work to build up. It's worth it though. Making friends, pursuing God, developing yourself doesn't come automatically. But, for me, I couldn't say no to s*x until I established those important things in my life.