Post by DodgerFan82 on Jul 20, 2012 2:19:29 GMT -7
I finally decided (after wavering and wafting for days) to jump on the forum. Let me cut to the chase...It all started with masturbation as a kid around 7 or 8, admiration of a well-built uncle (taught me the game of baseball) that became sexualized, and other experiences/events that have occurred over the last 30 years or so.
Yes, I'm a christian, married, grew up in a christian home, but unfortunately, sex wasn't talked about, and my Dad and I didn't have much of an emotional bond. Because of this and other things, I almost feel as if I'm cursed with this SSA issue due to not liking/loving myself, wishing or wanting to have or kinda look like the guys in fitness mags, and not being able to start a family because I was told by a physician my sperm count was about zero to nil.
I really haven't found a good, understanding brother to share my story with and hope to find someone here in the forum. Someone who's been where I'm at and has come to a place of healing and wholeness as a man in God. Yeah, that's what I'm in need of...healing and wholeness to be the man God has purposed me to be.
This is the year 2014, and I'm really sad to see that no one responded. Even though I can't identify with that particular situation, I would still say, if by some miracle you're still here, please keep posting.
Post by DodgerFan82 on Mar 31, 2014 16:00:28 GMT -7
I'm still here. Just haven't been on the board for quite some time. Thanks for taking time to respond. While it would help having someone to share with, it would help sharing with someone who can somewhat identify with my struggle. However, since you've reached out, Feel free to respond. Ready to listen...
teetop: A quick note: I probably won't be around for a week or so as we pack and move. Sandy to her sisters and I, homelessness.
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teetop: I'm still reading Mike Genung's book, The Wife's Heart, interesting.
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Amymine712: I will be praying for your situation Tee
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teetop: To answer your question Amy, not so good today. Too many things rearing their ugly head all at once.
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teetop: Pro 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding. Pro 3:6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight. ]
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ridat: Teach me Your way, ADONAI, that I may walk in Your truth. Give me an undivided heart to fear Your Name.
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zat: Thank you guys for the approval. I hope to find the sharing platform here.
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Amymine712: You are welcome! Feel free to start a thread and tells us about yourself.
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