Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2006 13:09:25 GMT -7
Hello everyone.
Not sure where to start - with any of this. I've been a Christian for 15+ years and I've struggled with some really, really, bad stuff for most of those years. In recent years I've gotten deeper and deeper into porn, prostitution, etc. I've tried to stop countless times, begged God for help each time, and failed each time. I've gotten to the point where I've basically surrendered to the sin and have become angry at God for not assisting me in any way or giving me whatever it is that I need to STOP this behavior once and for all. I recognize the problems with that kind of thinking, but my faith (as well as many other things) has suffered none the less. I feel defeated and weak. I would appreciate any words of encouragement.
Thanks.
Not sure where to start - with any of this. I've been a Christian for 15+ years and I've struggled with some really, really, bad stuff for most of those years. In recent years I've gotten deeper and deeper into porn, prostitution, etc. I've tried to stop countless times, begged God for help each time, and failed each time. I've gotten to the point where I've basically surrendered to the sin and have become angry at God for not assisting me in any way or giving me whatever it is that I need to STOP this behavior once and for all. I recognize the problems with that kind of thinking, but my faith (as well as many other things) has suffered none the less. I feel defeated and weak. I would appreciate any words of encouragement.
Thanks.