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Post by Deleted on Oct 26, 2011 10:43:11 GMT -7
I am not one to usually seek help from others but I think I need it. To make a long story short, I started looking at porn when I was 11 and started masturbating to porn when I was 12 abd they have both had a grib abd control over my life ever since. I am now 19 almost 20. If anyone could help that would be great.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 26, 2011 11:59:29 GMT -7
jigsaw, For me, admitting that I needed help and becoming willing to do whatever I needed to do to get it were huge steps toward a new life. I waited a little more than thirty years longer than you are to get to that point; starting at 19 rather than 51 gives you a huge advantage! For me, things that have been important include - 12-step support fellowships, getting a sponsor, and working the steps. You can look for both face-to-face and electronic meetings at saa-recovery.org/slaafws.org/sa.org/sca-recovery.org/Chat meetings I've attended are at slaaonline.org/internationalslaaonline.org/- Professional counseling. One source of information on counselors with expertise on sex addiction is at www.iitap.com/I live in a rural area and just work with a general therapist with an interest in behavioral addictions. - Getting honest with the central people in my life. - Talking with other addicts. - Meditation, prayer, and journaling. - Reading to understand addiction and recovery. There are other tools some other people use - fellowships like Celebrate Recovery, websites like recovery nation, etc. For me, it's clear that my problem with porn is a real addiction, that it produces in me behavior just like that of any other addict, and that I need to use all the tools of other addicts if I'm to get better. That's daunting, but it's also hugely hopeful. People find recovery from addictions of all sorts every day. It's the hardest thing most of us will ever do, but it's also the most important, and the most deeply blessed. That's the quick set of tools I'm using. Our situations are a little different due to the factor of 3 difference in age, if nothing else, so I'm not sure how useful my experience is to you; but there are some things at least to think about. There is enormous hope, though. Especially at the point we're able to let go, ask for help, trust, and be honest. It's a great start. What do you suppose the next step might be? Tim M.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2011 17:05:21 GMT -7
I have tried and failed to turn a new leave many times before but have always come up short. But I know what I need to do, I need to establish a disciplined daily bible reading abd prayer time. I need to stray away from people who and things that fuel my lustful desires. So I am trying to break this one and for all. Prayers are always appreciated. Anything else you want to do or share that you think will help is always welcomed.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2011 14:10:30 GMT -7
This will take time and patience. Change is the key and be willing to make them be honest
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