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Post by Deleted on Sept 20, 2011 18:03:10 GMT -7
Hello I am new here.
I don't usually like talking about my problems or seeking help from others. But here is my story. I watched my first pornography movie when I was 12 and discovered masturbation that night. I am now 19 and I have been addicted and bound to this for over 6 years. I have tried to break this but fail everytime. So I guess that's my story and where I am at in this present time.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2011 0:59:51 GMT -7
Great that you are here. Welcome!
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Post by Deleted on Sept 23, 2011 10:10:52 GMT -7
Welcome, Jigsaw, and thank you for sharing your struggle.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2011 11:35:13 GMT -7
Thank you both.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2011 22:42:42 GMT -7
Jigsaw, how are you doing today? I am not going back to the porn at the present time. I hope I never do again.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 27, 2011 14:48:52 GMT -7
Hello, I am doing ok. After posting this, I hadn't watched porn or madturbated or anything. But then the last couple of days I have fallen back into that cycle.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2011 8:07:37 GMT -7
Hi Jiqsaw, how is it going?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2011 9:59:40 GMT -7
I'm doing ok I guess, thank you.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2011 15:35:02 GMT -7
I'm new here also and want to let you know that you are not alone. You can read my post under Introductions and The Choices I made. But this post is for you. You have to fully be ready to give up the porn, lust, impure thoughts and received the Holy Spirit to change your life. I'm no expert but this is what I had to do. I had to surrender to God, repent of my sins and accept the enteral life that only he can offer. I am 35 years old and I have been viewing porn since I was 11. It has ruin my life, relationships and the trust that my wife had with me. You are still young and can save yourself from the destruction that can happen if you stay this path. Read Gods words, find a recovery group, get active, and train your mind and heart to not look at anything that could trigger your choice to look at porn again. Remember he faithful and just and with God you can do anyting. You have to give it all up to gain so much. I hope this helps. Keep us posted on how you are doing. Take care brother.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 5, 2012 14:41:20 GMT -7
Jigsaw,
You dont have to believe the lies that your mind and the enemy of your soul tells you. You feel like you will never be able to fully recover. Believe me you can. Not on your own however,never own your own. You need an accountability partner. These forums are great but it is better to find someone you can go to in person. A pastor, an older man in your church who is a strong believer. It took me 31 years and a failed marriage before I finally gained my true recovery. dont wait that long. Dont ever fall for the lie that if you just get married(if your not now) that it will take care of itself. It wont.God can help you through this but you have to be ready to take the first steps.God Bless you Brother. I will be praying for you.
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