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Post by Deleted on Jun 28, 2011 8:46:20 GMT -7
[align=left]Imagine the feeling of walking out of prison after being held captive for over 30 years. That is my story and I can honestly say it is only by the grace of God that I am free. I have been free for just over 18 months now and I mean truly free. no masturbation,no pornography and my thoughts have been taken captive. I can say beyond the shadow of a doubt that it is possible to be set free from the prison of Pornography addiction. Is it easy? No. It is probably the hardest thing I ever did I know what power this stuff can hold over a persons mind,to the point that nothing else in life really matters. The selfishness it causes in us is unbelievable. Only someone who has been there can even begin to relate. I'll say it again,God's grace knows no bounds. So if the Son sets you free, you will be absolutely free. John 8:36 GW Translation. I look forward to sharing and listening and encouraging in any way I can . God Bless you all [/align]
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Post by Deleted on Jun 28, 2011 9:07:51 GMT -7
Welcome, mike! Wonderful to hear what has been done in your life.
Tim M.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 5, 2011 3:43:10 GMT -7
Welcome, Mike. This is very encouraging. I remember a period of freedom from pornography between 2006 and 2008. When I say freedom, there were a couple of occasions when I saw pornography in that period. Those of us who are free now can expect that temptations will not cease but if we really desire to be free in our hearts, then I'm sure God will continue to grant us freedom.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 6, 2011 6:58:57 GMT -7
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Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2011 17:14:10 GMT -7
Your story is very inspiring. Can you share your story a little bit more? How did you do it?
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2011 5:34:49 GMT -7
Wow where to begin? Life after recovery is amazing. God is so good and I am truly blessed. I enjoy time with my family like never before. I am not afraid to be alone at night when my wife has to work. There simply is no more temptation. I know it is hard to understand but its as if 31 years of guilt,shame,and all the weight that it put on my shoulders is gone. It is like an eagle that was caged up has finally been set free, and can live out his life as God intended from the beginning. I would be lying to say life is absolutely perfect because we are human and we live life in an imperfect world. My wife is so good and a true blessing and she tells me every day how much she loves me and how proud she is. This can only be because God has set me free. I can look her in the eyes and know that I have nothing to hide and best of all she can see it in me. I have finally assumed the place in my home where God intends all Christian husbands to be. I am the high priest of my home. This is something I could never have said in honesty while I was in the midst of my addiction.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2011 5:46:56 GMT -7
You know there is no magical formula for freedom. I can only say that for me I finally got to the point of desperation and I knew that if I did not allow God to do what He had been ready to do for me all along,I was doomed to live an empty and sad life. There came a point when the ultimate decision had to be made. I can say that by the grace of God,I was able to make the right choice and go to my pastor for help. I had been down this road before,but this time was different. I made a commitment to God, myself, my wife and my pastor. I was getting out of this. For me one of the things that helped the most was weekly conversations with my pastor. I think that accountability is the most important part of recovery. I would talk to him every week, whether or not I was having struggles. I was like having a bodybuilding program,building up my strength to overcome. At some point about 6 months or so into my recovery,my pastor asked me to pray with a man in church that was also a porn addict. This was also an important step as now I had to stay sober if I wanted to be able to allow God to use me to help others in whatever way he chose.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 26, 2011 22:14:27 GMT -7
mike w: What are the differences in your life now compared to earlier?
Peace
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Post by Deleted on Aug 27, 2011 8:57:28 GMT -7
My life is much better. I feel just like a prisoner set free. No more porn.
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