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Post by Deleted on Oct 9, 2010 18:51:07 GMT -7
I've been raised in an awesome Christian family.. I was baptized when I was 8 and have always tried to be a strong Christian.. About a year ago (maybe 2 I'm not sure), I was on YouTube unsupervised and randomly decided to search 'sex'... Soon I was searching 'kissing' 'orgasm' and even 'lesbian'. I was learning swear words from peoples comments on videos.. After awhile I got bored of those videos and learned what porn was.. I googled 'free porn'.. I hate that with everything in me, but I'm constantly going back to it and masturbating to the videos.. The reason why I've been able to view so much porn is that I have an iTouch so I have access to the Internet.. My parents don't suspect, because they believe I'm a Christian girl who gets straight A's and tries to be good.. Thats what I try to look like on the outside, to cover up this horrible horrible sin.. I love Jesus and I know what I'm doing is wrong.. But I've been watching porn and masturbating for so long that I can't stop.. PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!! I NEED HELP!! Please....
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