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Post by Deleted on Jul 27, 2010 3:46:39 GMT -7
The Lord has sent me to this website for help and support and for that I am truly thankful. I am addicted to masturbation and sexual fantasies. The Devil has a real stronghold that needs breaking. At first I thought the real problem was the masturbation but have since, through the help of websites and prayer, realised that it is the Sexual Fantasies that are driving the masturbation. I am a single woman who spends nights alone. When ever I close my eyes the fantasies begin and trust me they are vivid and huge. At times they take over my waking hours as well. Although I have been protected by the Lord from pornography (thanks again Lord) I have been searching the web for ideas and information to help make these fantasies realistic. It scares me to know how strong a hold the devil has over me. I will continue to pray and ask that you help me in prayer as I will help you in prayer. God will keep us strong.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 30, 2010 18:17:29 GMT -7
It's Saturday afternoon and I am happy to report that there have been no sexual fantasy dreams since Tuesday afternoon, and apart from the time I masturbated to test a theory I read about (in which there was no fun, comfort, orgasim, just total uncomfort), no masturbation or no desire too. Even tho the devil is tempting me with sexual fantasty thoughts I am able to dispell them, with Gods amazing power. God has been so great to me over the last couple of days, he truly amazing. While it is early days and this small battle is almost won the war will wage on.
To anyone who reads this I have to say have faith God will get you through the war as long as your heart, and I would have to say mind, is willing. I will assume with glee that your soul is safe with God. Remember we are not of this world just living in it for a short time... live with hope that in heaven all will be amazingly awesome. We will be new people living an amazing new life. Never give up hope and always trust and believe that our God is the most powerful force on earth, and if we ask, and believe, he will, and always does, beat Satan every time!
God bless and keep you safe.
P.S. This is also on my accountibility page... there seems to be more people looking at this one  )
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