Post by Deleted on Jul 16, 2010 8:03:49 GMT -7
Hi Everyone, my name is Paul and I am addicted to porn. wow. I can't believe I just wrote that, but I can no longer make excuses, I can't fix things on my own. I became a Christian 6/7 years ago, and I love Christ and don't want anything more than his return. But this addiction of mine is hindering my relationship with him and it's destroying the other parts of my life.
My relationships, my work, my studies... nothing seems to be out of the evil's grasp. I'm only 24 but I fear that I'm ruining my life and that I can't do anything about it. On top of this porn addiction, I binge eat and am addicted to watching series. Harmless as it may seem, the 3 are connected and are part of my sinful nature.
I know I can't blame the people around me or the circumstances I'm in. I have fanned the flames over the years and the result is that I am to blame. I tried to fix things on my own, but to no avail. My life feels like a mess and the source of this mess is my addiction to porn.
I am so scared of confessing to those around me, so I decided to start by confessing to others online. I want to be free of this addiction, I want my relationship with Christ to be pure.
Please help me! I need help, please keep me accountable. I know the internet is not the best place to do this, but I've got to start somewhere.
If you have the time, please pm me to ask me how things are going and please pray for me. It is only by his grace and mercy that I will be able to shake myself free of this addiction.
My relationships, my work, my studies... nothing seems to be out of the evil's grasp. I'm only 24 but I fear that I'm ruining my life and that I can't do anything about it. On top of this porn addiction, I binge eat and am addicted to watching series. Harmless as it may seem, the 3 are connected and are part of my sinful nature.
I know I can't blame the people around me or the circumstances I'm in. I have fanned the flames over the years and the result is that I am to blame. I tried to fix things on my own, but to no avail. My life feels like a mess and the source of this mess is my addiction to porn.
I am so scared of confessing to those around me, so I decided to start by confessing to others online. I want to be free of this addiction, I want my relationship with Christ to be pure.
Please help me! I need help, please keep me accountable. I know the internet is not the best place to do this, but I've got to start somewhere.
If you have the time, please pm me to ask me how things are going and please pray for me. It is only by his grace and mercy that I will be able to shake myself free of this addiction.