Post by Deleted on Dec 1, 2009 16:54:50 GMT -7
Hi my name is Linda and im 21yrs old.
I was about to marry the love of my life, my best friends and my soul mate, when he confessed to me that he cheated on me for the third time. I gave him many chances. And he kept failing on me with men from sex lines. No, it wasn't phone sex, it was actually calling someone up to have sex somewhere. I was depressed, i was in debt, i was going crazy and i was tired of being hurt. I packed all my things and left to Mexico to start all over again in my life. Right now im in the process of going back to school to finish my last year. I am going into the animation career. I also am working on building my house on top of a mountain near natural water falls. Im working hard on myself. Rebuilding myself. Getting back onto my feet. Doing the things i always wanted to do. Learning how to love myself all over again.
But, im still in love with that guy who hurt me so bad and broke me down. I still love him. Because of him, i was re-introduce to christ and was baptized. I quit doing drugs and smoking. Cursing is what i was most known for and now i am as polite as i can ever be. Even though im going through an off an on relationship with god, i feel more at peace to know that there is someone who actually cares about me. Im very happy to have met the one who saved my life. Jesus Christ.
I was about to marry the love of my life, my best friends and my soul mate, when he confessed to me that he cheated on me for the third time. I gave him many chances. And he kept failing on me with men from sex lines. No, it wasn't phone sex, it was actually calling someone up to have sex somewhere. I was depressed, i was in debt, i was going crazy and i was tired of being hurt. I packed all my things and left to Mexico to start all over again in my life. Right now im in the process of going back to school to finish my last year. I am going into the animation career. I also am working on building my house on top of a mountain near natural water falls. Im working hard on myself. Rebuilding myself. Getting back onto my feet. Doing the things i always wanted to do. Learning how to love myself all over again.
But, im still in love with that guy who hurt me so bad and broke me down. I still love him. Because of him, i was re-introduce to christ and was baptized. I quit doing drugs and smoking. Cursing is what i was most known for and now i am as polite as i can ever be. Even though im going through an off an on relationship with god, i feel more at peace to know that there is someone who actually cares about me. Im very happy to have met the one who saved my life. Jesus Christ.
it strikes me as i read your post how smart and strong you are. if i had left my husband back when he was just a boyfriend or a fiance and before we had children then my life would be totally different and i wouldnt feel hurt and pain like a train driving over me 
