Post by Deleted on Dec 17, 2005 11:37:55 GMT -7
i fell really bad about my self and asamed but yet so many great things are happing in my life great girlfriend and doing good in school. yet i use porn daily and usely sevely times a day i feel so ashamed i fell that i am batreing god, my girl friend, and my self. i recently disovered that this is a major isuee and i didnt before because of substance abuse issues which i have concored i go to aa. because of those issues i was battling i didnt consider porn use a problem but know i do, it controls me every time i see even a remotly atrative women on tv or anywhere i feel i need to use porn, my mind is full of lust and i am asahmed i am a christian and i hate my self because i cant stop using porn, i used to blame it lonlyness but i have friends and am in a realtionship. it started though i think the roots because i was lonley but i know that just becaues that issue is solved being lonley i mean it doesnt mean that the porn addiction will go away by its self. i need help, i want to stop but cant, i tried so many times, and stop mabey for one two months and then it goes complety out of contol spend hours on end using porn, i want to stop the porn use but dont know how.
