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Post by Deleted on Jun 7, 2005 1:36:28 GMT -7
Hi everyone! My name is Sean and quite contrary to my user name, I am 28 years old. I have been masturbating regularly, for the last 15 years to be precise though I have tried to break free from this bondage but sadly with no result. I discovered this site through a link on porn-free.org and boy, I am glad to have found this site. Mike, your testimony is really fantastic, an eye opener to all of us who struggle with sexual addictions. I have been a real loser in life as far as my love life is concerned - btw I am unmarried and single and thats why I used to find solace in masturbating almost every day but after reading your testimony, I was shaken by the fact that all our craving to be loved is in fact a thirst for the love of God. I pray for all of us, we who are sexual addicts, that we may have that God experience - drenching all of us with His Everlasting Love. Amen
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Post by mike on Jun 7, 2005 2:52:20 GMT -7
Hey Sean -
Glad to have you.
>I was shaken by the fact that all our craving to be loved is in fact a thirst for the love of God.
Yes, we all have this big hole inside that craves God's love, peace and joy... and why we can't find lasting freedom from sexual temptation until we find, or accept it. I wasted 36 years looking to programs and other things to "fix me"... in the beginning I just wish someone would have told me "look, you're starved for God's love and acceptance and you're looking for it in lust." It would have helped me to see what the end goal really was.
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