Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2018 8:37:47 GMT -7
I'm in a wonderful relationship with a great women but keep slipping up. I believe my addiction started at a young age probably 11 or 12. It started with porn and masturbation and has progressed. I am now 46 years old and at my wit's end. The progression went from porn, to prostitution, to meeting people of the same sex and all kinds of different things, all for the fix that was never enough.
I have been with my so over 7 years now and have been caught several times. I try to change it works for a while then the monster roars it's ugly head again. I can't stand what it turns me into a lying, deceitful and cheating person. I can't stand how bad I have hurt her and what I've done to us. We are working on things and it amazes me how strong she is.
I need help and accountability and thought this would be a good place to start. I can not continue the life of lies.
I have been with my so over 7 years now and have been caught several times. I try to change it works for a while then the monster roars it's ugly head again. I can't stand what it turns me into a lying, deceitful and cheating person. I can't stand how bad I have hurt her and what I've done to us. We are working on things and it amazes me how strong she is.
I need help and accountability and thought this would be a good place to start. I can not continue the life of lies.
