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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2018 8:37:47 GMT -7
I'm in a wonderful relationship with a great women but keep slipping up. I believe my addiction started at a young age probably 11 or 12. It started with porn and masturbation and has progressed. I am now 46 years old and at my wit's end. The progression went from porn, to prostitution, to meeting people of the same sex and all kinds of different things, all for the fix that was never enough. I have been with my so over 7 years now and have been caught several times. I try to change it works for a while then the monster roars it's ugly head again. I can't stand what it turns me into a lying, deceitful and cheating person. I can't stand how bad I have hurt her and what I've done to us. We are working on things and it amazes me how strong she is. I need help and accountability and thought this would be a good place to start. I can not continue the life of lies.
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Post by teetop on Feb 12, 2018 8:46:52 GMT -7
We hear you so why not connect. And the first thing I'd suggest is makesure your email is on your profile and phone number as well. Virgil
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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2018 14:34:57 GMT -7
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Please DO NOT put personal information like phone numbers on your profile. That is a dangerous thing to do since this site is open to the public. If you want someone's phone number please send it via the message system.
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Post by SandyJWE on Feb 14, 2018 18:58:44 GMT -7
I agree Amy - do not post personal information.
Davey, Have you thought about joining Blazing Grace's Men's group? They have a program and accountability is a huge part of it. I know when my husband was struggling, his group was key to pray and help him stay on track. Keep praying and searching you will get your answers.
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