Post by Deleted on Aug 14, 2012 20:36:25 GMT -7
I am in my early 30s, happily married to an amazing wife. We have 3 outstanding kids. We've been in ministry for 12+ years doing everything from youth, college, worship & admin. I am now a Senior Pastor. And I am addicted to porn.
I am not proud of my addiction but I am not in denial of it either. I have tried to stop, gotten prayer, told my wife, had accountability partners, gone they courses & read books on the subject. These all help...for a time but I always fall back in.
I am joining here in hopes to find encouragement & a long term freedom. I love Internet forums for all my hobbies so when I found this it gave me hope.
I want to be totally honest here, open & real. I'm great at hiding, hell I'm a pastor, but I don't want to here.
I am not proud of my addiction but I am not in denial of it either. I have tried to stop, gotten prayer, told my wife, had accountability partners, gone they courses & read books on the subject. These all help...for a time but I always fall back in.
I am joining here in hopes to find encouragement & a long term freedom. I love Internet forums for all my hobbies so when I found this it gave me hope.
I want to be totally honest here, open & real. I'm great at hiding, hell I'm a pastor, but I don't want to here.
