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Post by Deleted on Jul 20, 2012 2:19:29 GMT -7
Hello there...
I finally decided (after wavering and wafting for days) to jump on the forum. Let me cut to the chase...It all started with masturbation as a kid around 7 or 8, admiration of a well-built uncle (taught me the game of baseball) that became sexualized, and other experiences/events that have occurred over the last 30 years or so.
Yes, I'm a christian, married, grew up in a christian home, but unfortunately, sex wasn't talked about, and my Dad and I didn't have much of an emotional bond. Because of this and other things, I almost feel as if I'm cursed with this SSA issue due to not liking/loving myself, wishing or wanting to have or kinda look like the guys in fitness mags, and not being able to start a family because I was told by a physician my sperm count was about zero to nil.
I really haven't found a good, understanding brother to share my story with and hope to find someone here in the forum. Someone who's been where I'm at and has come to a place of healing and wholeness as a man in God. Yeah, that's what I'm in need of...healing and wholeness to be the man God has purposed me to be.
Thanks for hearing my heart...Peace!
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Post by Deleted on Mar 30, 2014 23:11:29 GMT -7
This is the year 2014, and I'm really sad to see that no one responded. Even though I can't identify with that particular situation, I would still say, if by some miracle you're still here, please keep posting.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 31, 2014 16:00:28 GMT -7
Paul,
I'm still here. Just haven't been on the board for quite some time. Thanks for taking time to respond. While it would help having someone to share with, it would help sharing with someone who can somewhat identify with my struggle. However, since you've reached out, Feel free to respond. Ready to listen...
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