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Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2011 0:31:06 GMT -7
I've never confessed my bisexual acts to anyone. I feel this needs to be done. It's a heavy load to carry with all the shame and guilt it causes. Thanks for your prayers and support. God bless
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2011 12:45:01 GMT -7
I've never confessed my bisexual acts to anyone. I feel this needs to be done. It's a heavy load to carry with all the shame and guilt it causes. Thanks for your prayers and support. God bless So dear 2bree59: Where do you tell that? Is there a place that is safe? One or two persons? Best regards |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2011 13:24:09 GMT -7
This place is a start considering I've never even went this far in confessing. I'm still looking for one man I could feel safe enough with to confess.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 3, 2011 1:44:35 GMT -7
Hi 2bfree59,
Most people take baby steps, I think that is the best way to do it anyway. No one wants to run up to the pulpit on Sunday morning and say, guess what I've been up to the last 10-30 years? For as nasty & slimey the internet can be, it can be a great tool for God's glory, even a weapon against satan himself when used to dispell his lies.
I know for me, one big step in healing & understanding of how I got here was when I sat down and wrote out my story (years ago on another site). You might want to try to write your own life story. Mine with all my junk was a a page and a half, so it doesn't have to be a novel, but it was a powerful page and a half for me. You don't have to post it, then again it might be freeing for you. There is safety in annonimity.
We're ready when you are.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2012 18:25:15 GMT -7
I have been involved in gay porn and gay sex chat and have met up with other guys. Though I haven't gone very far with them. (praise God for that) I have also been into webcamming. I felt like I needed to make this confession.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2012 2:59:15 GMT -7
Thank you. You honor us with your honesty.
You don't say whether you identify yourself as straight, gay, or bi, but I know a lot of people who define themselves as straight who have found themselves hooked on gay porn and on having sex with men not because it's who they really are inside, but because the escalation of their addiction has led them into places that feel more and more extreme and transgressive. If that's your experience, know that you're very much not alone.
Tim M.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2012 5:05:05 GMT -7
I am straight because that is how God made me. But for some reason I struggle with same sex attractions.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 24, 2016 21:24:27 GMT -7
I've never confessed my bisexual acts to anyone. I feel this needs to be done. It's a heavy load to carry with all the shame and guilt it causes. Thanks for your prayers and support. God bless Hey 2bfree59, Hello fellow new member and welcome to the site. I know how it is, I'm not exactly bi-sexual or gay myself, but I've never denied watching gay porn or fantasizing those kind of deviances myself. Its really a struggle when you go this far down in to the rabbit hole and only the light of the cross can guide you back up. I've personally never went as far as doing sexual acts with another man (haven't even went that far with any women either), thank God for both, but I'll be lying if I said I haven't fantasized about it. What's worse is that the perversions gets worse from there, when normal attraction doesn't get you off anymore you go for the next dirty thing and then it just snowball. Oscar Wilde himself confessed on his death bed after living the life of what's frankly a sexual heathen that 'only Christ is big enough to cure this heart of mine'. Sexual desires are always strong, but God is big enough to change even that! Look it up on Youtube, there's hundreds of people who out there who once struggled with same sex attractions who were delivered! Honestly confessing it is the first and hardest step you can take, God is going to reward you for this. Just by being transparent like this, you've broken the biggest chain holding you down. Some where down the line, you'll look back on this day and realize that even though the devil meant this for evil, God formed it for good. You'll have a powerful testimony! Keep fighting the good fight! |
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